It was the summer of over a decade ago, the sun was scorching, yet the 2010 Shanghai World Expo remained exceptionally majestic and teeming with people. Unlike my companions who pursued trendy themes, I halted in front of the Mexican National Pavilion and leisurely joined the serpentine queue. I awaited entry to the museum solely to behold Frida Kahlo’s (1907-1954) masterpiece, “The Wounded Deer” (1946). This painting portrays a self-portrait with a human countenance merged with a deer’s physique, pierced by nine arrows. Despite the flowing blood, the deer tenaciously sprints through the forest. The thick, withered tree trunks and shattered branches symbolize decline and demise.
Few are aware of the arduous genesis of this artwork. It transpired that Frida, shackled by a suffocating plaster corset following her surgery, persevered to complete the painting. She endured the tribulations of polio, devastating car accidents, numerous surgeries, recurrent miscarriages, tumultuous love affairs, and subsequent betrayals… In the painting, Frida herself continues to bleed. The film unravels her vitality, passion, fearlessness, and vulnerability, one after another. In accordance with Mexico’s special regulations, this piece from the National Gallery of Art’s collection may not be transported out of the country without explicit permission. However, due to its participation in the World Expo, an exception was made to exhibit it abroad.
When I stood before this artwork, I gazed at it repeatedly and pondered for a considerable time, yet my emotions were remarkably serene. Frida’s approach to suffering was far from bitter or chaotic; instead, she silently blended it into the mastication and contemplation of art. It served as both catharsis and empowerment. This path, from recurring sadness and pathos to profound tragedy, enlightens the sublimation of the Chinese people’s perception of suffering.
Speaking of Frida, she stands as Mexico’s most legendary painter, even garnering the admiration of the art maestro Picasso. Her legendary status extends beyond the realm of art to encompass her unfortunate life. The magnitude of her misfortunes transcends the comprehension of ordinary individuals. At the tender age of six, polio twisted her right foot, rendering her disabled. At eighteen, she experienced a severe car accident when the bus she was riding collided with a tram, impaling her lower body with a metal rod. Her spine shattered, her pelvis fractured, and one leg broken. “My virginity was taken away by a bus armrest,” she once quipped with understatement. Despite timely medical intervention, she was left with severe sequelae. Throughout her lifetime, she set a record for the highest number of surgeries undergone by an individual, enduring thirty-two procedures, yet none achieved the desired outcome.
Frida employed her brush to vividly portray her suffering and yearning, her dream of recovery, and her aspiration to become a mother. Cruel reality repeatedly shattered her dreams, yet she resurrected them in her paintings time and again. Unlike other artists, her paintings could not escape her body, will, and imagination. Nearly half of her works depict self-portraits. “I paint self-portraits because I am often alone, and because, most importantly, the only one who truly understands is myself.”
These self-portraits affectionately convey her agony, sorrow, love, and hatred as a professional patient. Among the most renowned ones are “Henry Ford Hospital” (1932), “Kahlo and the Miscarriage” (1932), “A Few Gently Stabs” (1935), and “Self-Portrait with a Thorn Necklace” (1940). Each self-portrait features a thorny vine encircling her neck, symbolizing unending suffering. She would often exclaim, “I am not sick, I am broken.” In her self-portrait “Broken Pillar” (1944), she depicts her body cracked and bristling with nails. It is important to note that her spine was afflicted with congenital and sexual deformities such as spina bifida and scoliosis, in addition to post-polio syndrome and the aftermath of the car accident at the age of eighteen. Tears stream down her face as she weeps in the painting. Diego once appraised her works, stating, “Bitter yet gentle, as resolute as steel, yet as beautiful as butterfly wings; as enchanting as a smile, yet as profound and brutal as her wretched life.” In the spring of 1953, Frida held her first solo exhibition in Mexico, despite her ailing health. An ambulance was parked at the entrance, as she was carried into the gallery on a stretcher. That year, Frida had her right leg amputated due to necrosis of the soft tissue. Profoundly depressed and harboring suicidal thoughts, she passed away on July 13, 1954. Legend has it that her demisewas caused by an overdose of pain medication, although some speculate that it may have been a suicide.
Despite her short life and immense physical and emotional suffering, Frida Kahlo left an indelible mark on the art world. Her unique style, often categorized as surrealist or magical realism, combined elements of her Mexican heritage, personal experiences, and symbolism. Her paintings continue to captivate audiences around the world, portraying themes of identity, gender, pain, and resilience.
Frida’s art not only served as a means of self-expression but also as a political statement. She embraced her indigenous heritage and Mexican culture, challenging societal norms and advocating for women’s rights. Her paintings often featured bold, vibrant colors, traditional Mexican clothing, and symbolic imagery that spoke to her identity and the struggles of marginalized communities.
Beyond her artistic contributions, Frida Kahlo’s personal life and turbulent relationship with her husband, renowned muralist Diego Rivera, have also fueled fascination and intrigue. Their relationship was marked by infidelity, emotional turmoil, and mutual inspiration. Both artists had a profound impact on each other’s work and left an enduring legacy in Mexican art history.
Today, Frida Kahlo’s paintings are celebrated worldwide, and her image has become an iconic symbol of strength, resilience, and female empowerment. Her influence extends far beyond the art world, inspiring countless individuals to embrace their uniqueness and find beauty in their pain. Frida’s art and her personal story continue to resonate with people, reminding us of the power of creativity, self-expression, and the human spirit in the face of adversity.