Above all things

A lot of things have to go to bed to know. After she slept with him, she realized that the safe in his study was actually a microwave oven, and the microwave in the kitchen was filled with cash and bills. She was very surprised and said with a “it’s too late” look: “Why do you want to do this? You need to open the combination lock for a hot cup of milk?” And he didn’t think it was anything, “I’ve always been like this.” “Then Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” “…I don’t seem to have a chance to tell you,” he quickly recalled how they met, “You know, we’ve known each other for a week in total, and I can’t just come up and say, hi , hello, do you want to go to my house to see my microwave oven, the kind with a combination lock.” She frowned, bit her lip and glared at him, trying to use this expression to disprove how absurd he was, “then what else do you have? Didn’t tell me?” she said. He glanced left and right, then looked down at his body, and said, “You see, my whole person, my whole family is in front of you, I don’t know what else you want to know?” She slowly drank a glass of milk. , with milk stains on the corner of his mouth, and said, “Then I can’t open your microwave in the future – I mean, that big iron box where you put cash and bills – I don’t know what to call it.” A mung bean fell to the ground, he stuck his head under the dining table, looked for the mung bean, and said in a loud voice, “It’s okay, you can open it if you want. What can be in the microwave, valuables?” He climbed back to his seat, panting. Angrily, her face flushed red, but she couldn’t find the mung bean, “I hate dropping the food I’ve eaten on the ground, and I can’t find it when I look for it – did it roll under your feet?” She didn’t move, neither Paying no attention to him, he just sat in a daze, rubbing the glass back and forth with both hands, as if to rub it into a long strip. “Where did you buy it?” She suddenly thought of a new angle that could continue the topic, “I think it’s very interesting, and I want to see it too.” “On the Internet, a set of Internet celebrity products that were very popular in the past few years, there are many Well, there are chairs in the shape of toilets, hair dryers in the shape of vase, wardrobes disguised as refrigerators, and showers disguised as wardrobes.” “What else is fake in your house?” “Everything in my house is real, It’s just that it may be seen as something else at first glance, you’ll just get used to it, and then say,” He couldn’t wait for a moment, he couldn’t help but leaned forward and kissed the milk stains from the corners of her mouth – those Countless things were suddenly interrupted by hugs and kisses. “Who says microwaves have to look like microwaves?” he said finally.

The first time was Qiguo Nong. Qi Guonong is the nephew of the boss of their company’s largest supplier. He heard everyone call him “fruit farmer” and “fruit farmer”, thinking that fruit farming was his profession, but he later learned that it was his name. He was born in a scholarly family, and the name is said to be from an ancient saying, but it is not as earthy as it is literally. That night, because he had dinner and chat with the fruit farmers and other colleagues, and did not reply to her message for a while, she asked the question, “I am important, or what fruit farmers are important”. “He’s not a fruit farmer, his name is Qi Guonong, he is the biggest in our company…” “I asked you whether he is more important, or am I important?!” She asked him again. “You’re important, of course you’re important,” he responded promptly, “Fuck the fruit farmer…” He humiliated the fruit farmer and his family from the inside out, and finally calmed her down. The second time was because of cooking. His mother came to live at his house for a few days and cooked for them. As soon as his mother left, she asked him to throw out all the food that his mother had cooked. What? You don’t talk about it, you are still eating there!” He emptied the food and explained to her patiently: “I have told her about my mother’s cooking, don’t tell you, I have told her for decades. , It’s useless, especially in recent years, she’s getting old and can’t change it. From my observation, she feels that her only contribution to her family is cooking. If even this is deprived of her, she really… “Your observation of your mother is really meticulous. What about me? Is this feeling of your mother important, or is our health more important?” What’s more important, it’s just that she’s rare, and eating it once in a while won’t affect your health, and you can eat other dishes…” “It’s just that your mother is more important than me!” They stopped talking. That night he told her a story about the time when the Nazis massacred the Jews, when there were many barriers at the intersection, a Jewish mother led a son and a daughter through and was found out. “I’m in a good mood today, and I’m very kind,” the Nazi officers and soldiers said. “One of the two children can live, so choose one.” Which mother in the world can face this multiple-choice question? However, if you don’t choose, none of them will survive, and her mother is helpless. In the end, she made a choice. As a result, the Nazis laughed and said, “Just kidding, don’t kill one today, let’s go.” “It’s more cruel than murder. Yes, it pushes people into this ethical dilemma,” he concluded viciously in the end, “so, if someone asks me, your mother and your daughter-in-law fell into the river at the same time, who do you save? My answer is, who If you push me into this desperate situation, I will not save anyone.” – However, this final conclusion and extension were all in his heart, and he did not say a word. He could only say the distant Nazis and Jews. story. a paragraph after this Over time, she gradually seemed to be less interested in making such comparisons. Maybe she was really shocked by this story, maybe it was just because the important and unimportant people around him had been compared by her, and she finally ranked first. So there’s no need to compare it anymore – she turned to things, appliances, bedside tables, and houses, “Wallpaper or me?” “Shower or me?” “Remote or me?” “Is the sideboard more important or me?” “Is the vacuum cleaner more important?” “Mosquito repellent is more important or me?” “The air fryer is more important or me?” “The air conditioner switch is more important or me?” “Odor prevention Is the floor drain more important or me?” “Is the ceramic tile repair agent more important?” “Is the vacuum compression storage bag more important?” “Is the disposable oil-absorbing facial tissue more important or me?”… Such questions are coming, materials It can be said that the supply is inexhaustible. They live in commodities. The courier boy knocks on the door several times a day, and is constantly replenishing new commodities. He finds that the commodities he buys are mainly ugly, Objects in the field of infrastructure construction—it is easier for her to compare, on the contrary, the snacks, dolls, and cosmetics she purchases are less mentioned. In the bottom of her heart, she always felt that she was not important enough in his heart, or that although it was important, it was difficult to quantify how important it was, or that it was important yesterday but could not guarantee that it was still important today and the future will always be important. Refer to the object and set a position for yourself at the moment in exchange for a sense of security for the next three to five days. It was in this process that she defeated side tables, charcoal bags, herringbone ladders, scouring pads, sorting garbage bags, deep laundry detergent, electric clothes drying rods, silicone toilet brushes, elevating gaming tables, No-hole guitar hooks and mobile TV stand… She is invincible, but this does not make her feel at ease and reconciled. She knew that even if she defeated ten thousand things, as long as he hesitated a little before ten thousand and one things, her previous victory would be complete. He has never been able to give her an eternal ranking once and for all, and those stage rankings are often forced out of necessity. “Who is it,” they went to sleep with the same doubts and hatred every night, “pushing each other into this ranking time and time again?” , “Wallpaper is more important or me?” “Shower is more important or me?” “Remote control or me?” “Sideboard or me?” “Vacuum cleaner or me?” “Mosquito repellent is more important. Is it more important to me?” “Is more important to the air fryer?” “Is more important to the air conditioner switch?” “Is more important to the deodorant floor drain?” “Is more important to the ceramic tile repair agent?” Is it still important to me?” “Is the one-time oil-absorbing tissue more important?”… Such questions come at the mouth, and the materials can be said to be inexhaustible. They live in commodities, and the courier boy knocks several times a day. Door, still replenishing a steady stream of new products, he found that the products he bought – mainly some ugly, infrastructural objects – were easier for her to compare, on the contrary, the snacks she bought herself, Dolls and cosmetics are less mentioned. In the bottom of her heart, she always felt that she was not important enough in his heart, or that although it was important, it was difficult to quantify how important it was, or that it was important yesterday but could not guarantee that it was still important today and the future will always be important. Refer to the object and set a position for yourself at the moment in exchange for a sense of security for the next three to five days. It was in this process that she defeated side tables, charcoal bags, herringbone ladders, scouring pads, sorting garbage bags, deep laundry detergent, electric clothes drying rods, silicone toilet brushes, elevating gaming tables, No-hole guitar hooks and mobile TV stand… She is invincible, but this does not make her feel at ease and reconciled. She knew that even if she defeated ten thousand things, as long as he hesitated a little before ten thousand and one things, the previous victory would be complete. He has never been able to give her an eternal ranking once and for all, and those stage rankings are often forced out of necessity. “Who is it,” they went to sleep with the same doubts and hatred every night, “pushing each other into this ranking time and time again?” , “Wallpaper is more important or me?” “Shower is more important or me?” “Remote control or me?” “Sideboard or me?” “Vacuum cleaner or me?” “Mosquito repellent is more important. Is it more important to me?” “Is more important to the air fryer?” “Is more important to the air conditioner switch?” “Is more important to the deodorant floor drain?” “Is more important to the ceramic tile repair agent?” Is it still important to me?” “Is the one-time oil-absorbing tissue more important?”… Such questions come at the mouth, and the materials can be said to be inexhaustible. They live in commodities, and the courier boy knocks several times a day. Door, still replenishing a steady stream of new products, he found that the products he bought – mainly some ugly, infrastructural objects – were easier for her to compare, on the contrary, the snacks she bought herself, Dolls and cosmetics are less mentioned. In the bottom of her heart, she always felt that she was not important enough in his heart, or that although it was important, it was difficult to quantify how important it was, or that it was important yesterday but could not guarantee that it was still important today and the future will always be important. Refer to the object and set a position for yourself at the moment in exchange for a sense of security for the next three to five days. It was in this process that she defeated side tables, charcoal bags, herringbone ladders, scouring pads, sorting garbage bags, deep laundry detergent, electric clothes drying rods, silicone toilet brushes, elevating gaming tables, No-hole guitar hooks and mobile TV stand… She is invincible, but this does not make her feel at ease and reconciled. She knew that even if she defeated ten thousand things, as long as he hesitated a little before ten thousand and one things, her previous victory would be complete. He has never been able to give her an eternal ranking once and for all, and those stage rankings are often forced out of necessity. “Who is it,” they went to sleep with the same doubts and hatred every night, “pushing each other into this ranking time and time again?” Among the commodities, the courier boy knocked on the door several times a day, and was constantly replenishing new commodities. He found that the commodities he bought—mainly ugly and stupid items in the field of infrastructure construction—were easier for her to compare. On the contrary, the snacks, dolls, and cosmetics she bought by herself are less mentioned. In the bottom of her heart, she always felt that she was not important enough in his heart, or that although it was important, it was difficult to quantify how important it was, or that it was important yesterday but could not guarantee that it was still important today and the future will always be important. Refer to the object and set a position for yourself at the moment in exchange for a sense of security for the next three to five days. It was in this process that she defeated side tables, charcoal bags, herringbone ladders, scouring pads, sorting garbage bags, deep laundry detergent, electric clothes drying rods, silicone toilet brushes, elevating gaming tables, No-hole guitar hooks and mobile TV stand… She is invincible, but this does not make her feel at ease and reconciled. She knew that even if she defeated ten thousand things, as long as he hesitated a little before ten thousand and one things, her previous victory would be complete. He has never been able to give her an eternal ranking once and for all, and those stage rankings are often forced out of necessity. “Who is it,” they went to sleep with the same doubts and hatred every night, “pushing each other into this ranking time and time again?” Among the commodities, the courier boy knocked on the door several times a day, and was constantly replenishing new commodities. He found that the commodities he bought—mainly ugly and stupid items in the field of infrastructure construction—were easier for her to compare. On the contrary, the snacks, dolls, and cosmetics she bought by herself are less mentioned. In the bottom of her heart, she always felt that she was not important enough in his heart, or that although it was important, it was difficult to quantify how important it was, or that it was important yesterday but could not guarantee that it was still important today and the future will always be important. Refer to the object and set a position for yourself at the moment in exchange for a sense of security for the next three to five days. It was in this process that she defeated side tables, charcoal bags, herringbone ladders, scouring pads, sorting garbage bags, deep laundry detergent, electric clothes drying rods, silicone toilet brushes, elevating gaming tables, No-hole guitar hooks and mobile TV stand… She is invincible, but this does not make her feel at ease and reconciled. She knew that even if she defeated ten thousand things, as long as he hesitated a little before ten thousand and one things, her previous victory would be complete. He has never been able to give her an eternal ranking once and for all, and those stage rankings are often forced out of necessity. “Who is it,” they went to sleep with the same doubts and hatred every night, “pushing each other into this ranking time and time again?” A ranking to verify and consolidate. “Who is it,” they went to sleep with the same doubts and hatred every night, “pushing each other into this ranking time and time again?” A ranking to verify and consolidate. “Who is it,” they went to sleep with the same doubts and hatred every night, “pushing each other into this ranking time and time again?”

She was in the shower when she heard a loud noise outside, she groped to turn off the faucet, closed her eyes and listened, but there was no sound. She brushed the foam off her face with her hands and opened her eyes, as if she could hear better this way—still silent. She called out, “Hey! What’s the sound? What are you doing?” He didn’t answer, maybe he didn’t hear it. She washed her hair in a hurry and didn’t dare to dry her hair, for fear that the hairdryer would be too loud and miss the second loud noise – she always felt that there was another. She came out of the bathroom and saw him sitting on the bedroom chair with his back to her. “What was that loud noise just now? You startled me, didn’t you hear it?” He didn’t answer. She walked around in front of him and saw that he was wearing a black bamboo charcoal mask on his face and his eyes were closed, as if he would not have to answer questions. . She stared at his black face, studying the expression under it, only to find that his right hand was hidden under his clothes and was shaking slightly. She took out his right hand and saw that the knuckle of the thumb had peeled off a small piece of skin, and the flesh under the skin was turning over, which was a fresh wound. “Oh! What did you do?” She pulled out the iodine and wiped it for him. She found a Band-Aid and put it on him. He still didn’t speak, as if the wound had explained everything. After that, they ignored each other, and she concentrated on blowing her hair and doing bedtime treatments. Two hours later, they met at the head of the bed. As soon as the lights were turned off, he said (as if the words could not be said with the lights on): “Just now , I smashed something.” The darkness made her body a little sluggish, but her mind was very alert, and she quickly understood, “What did you smash?” He was satisfied and even smugly sunk into the pillow and said: ” Guess.” “The blind box I bought yesterday?” “No.” “My game console?” “No.” “…Cat?” “How could it be.” “What is that? I can’t guess, you Just a reminder.” “It’s very important anyway, we always use the same thing.” “After smashing it?” “I cleaned it up.” “Live or dead? Is it plugged in? Expensive? Expensive? Is it under warranty?” “There are so many problems, why don’t I tell you directly.” That night she dreamed of moving, and everything was settled. She counted and lost one thing, but she didn’t know which one was missing. Looking for the mover theory, he laughs beside him. When she woke up the next day, she started looking for that kind of thing, rummaging through boxes and cabinets. She is already familiar with this home. In fact, except for the large ones, she has replaced all movable objects in this home, and even the placement has been repeatedly measured by her to ensure that everything is in its place. in the best position. Even if she can’t list all these objects, if there is one thing missing, she will never fail to see it. She tried her best to recall the loud noise that night, brushing away the sound of water, ventilation fans, and the sound of the TV series next door. Peel it out, infer the weight and texture of the thing based on the loud noise, and check it in a targeted manner. However, the objects of her suspicion are all well, not even a crack. So she changed her strategy, checked room by room, and searched in a carpet-like manner, but still nothing was achieved. She can be called a small storage expert. She is usually good at finding things. If he can’t find his car keys, ear scoops, nail clippers or socks, he has to ask her for help, but this time is different. This time she is looking for a something that doesn’t exist. He also looked for signs of smashing against the floor and walls. With such a loud noise, there must be some traces left, but nothing was found. He wiped the scene clean. She started looking for it openly, in a high-profile way, and showed him to show her self-confidence and justice. Slowly, she turned this work into the underground, into the routine and the unconscious. She understands that she doesn’t have to look for it at all. Since it is important and always used, one day, she has forgotten to look for it. At the most natural and relaxing moment, when she reaches out and touches it When something is empty, the answer will be revealed.

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